Yummy, yummy to my tummy

Last night Alex and I went out on a date while great grandma watched William. We went to the Happy Sumo because I can not get enough sushi. I had to go on a 10 month hiatus because of the little bundle of joy that was inside me. Anyway, the Happy Sumo had a new roll called the Sweet Pea Roll. On the inside was the crab mixture with a thinly sliced lime. This was wrapped in seaweed, which was wrapped in rice and then topped with thinly sliced avocados on the outside with a jalapeno on top. Then the whole roll was drizzled with honey and some spice. It was so darn delicious. And then of course we had the traditional Sunset Roll, which never disappoints.

Random

My biggest problem with my blog is that i don't always have stuff to write about, or I don't know what to write about. This past week Alex and I have managed to get out, thanks to our wonderful family, and see two movies, The Dark Knight, and Mama Mia! We both loved The Dark Knight, it was so intense and Heath Leger was fantastic. I loved Mama Mia! but Alex hated it. I thought it was a lot of fun but it took a little getting used to seeing those actors in those rolls, but well worth seeing.

William is doing well for the most part, however, he is a very gassy baby. We have had a pretty rough day today. He has only taken one nap that lasted no longer than two hours. He was so tired that his eyes kept rolling in the back of his head. We fed him, bathed him and then attempted to put him to bed but he kept waking up and then he started screaming. Well, We didn't know what was wrong. We thought that he was just overtired, but the screaming got worse. So, then we thought that he might be constipated, so we tried rectal stimulation, that didn't work. We didn't know what else to do, but knowing that he is a gassy baby, Alex put him on his stomach across his knees. Will cried for a while but then settled down. Apparently from birth to three months, babies' digestive and nervous systems are very immature, so hopefully he will have out grown this problem for the most part by the end of this month.

Will recently had his two month doctors visit. He is very healthy and growing well. He now weighs 8 pounds and is 22 inches long. He is only in the 25% for his weight and in the 50% for his height and his head size. He had 5 immunizations at this visit and did very well. I had to leave the room though because it made me so sad to have to listen to him cry, so Alex stayed with him.

Parenting....What a Trip!

Parenting. Where do I begin? The very long nights of no sleep because your little guy has his nights and days mixed up? Being peed on as soon as you take the diaper off or while giving him a bath? Being pooped on? Plus it really stinks. Not to mention he can really gas you out while you're feeding him. Sometimes my eyes water.

Oh, I forgot that breastfeeding was a bear. I gave it 6 weeks and gave it up. This has caused me to feel a lot of guilt because I know that it is the best food that he could get. But for both of our sakes I gave it up. I became depressed, ornery, and resentful every time he needed to eat. When I stopped, I felt very selfish. FYI you CANNOT CRAM 6 OUNCES OF FORMULA IN TO A 2 OUNCE STOMACH. No matter how hard you try, it is not going to fit, and you'll end up at the ER with the nurses and doctors looking at you like you're an idiot.
Also, the postpartum blues, those were so nasty, I thought I was going to need therapy.

Nobody told me how incredibly hard this would be. On the other hand, I think that people actually could explain it, but you wouldn't truly understand until it happened to you. You really cannot fathom how sleep deprived you become, and how hard it is to take care of someone who is so completely dependent on you for everything.

I truly appreciate my mom for delivering me with no epidural because it didn't work until after I was born. Plus she was in labor for 12 hours. I can see now that I was not an easy child/teenager to raise (no child is easy). Add my sister to the mix, and there was trouble with a headache. Muchas gracias, mom and dad.

This is not easy business. However, it is not all bad. You forget a lot of this stuff when he looks up at you for the first time and smiles because he realizes who you are. Or when he starts cooing at you because he recognizes your voice. Or when you see him reach his milestones. And he is just so darn cute!

I will admit that I have not fallen easily into the motherhood roll. This is harder than being a missionary, but more rewarding. I thought that I would totally bond with Will the moment he came out, but that wasn't how it worked for me. It has taken a while, and I am still falling in love with him.

Technical information:
William was born May 30th, 08 at 12:51 p.m. He weighed 6 pounds 15 ounces and was 18 1/2 inches long. He was a pretty small baby, but according to my OB/GYN he was a pretty big baby for me to deliver. Even now at 7 weeks, strangers see him and think he is only a few weeks old.

William was born with quite a bit of hair. Labor and delivery were not bad at all after my epidural, but before the drugs it was a painfully *rim shot* different story. I was scheduled to be induced May 30th at 7:30am. Dr. Hinson came at about 9:00 to break my water. That is where all my extra weight was. After that contractions started but were tolerable. Then they started me on pitocin and that was when the fun started. I asked for my epidural shortly after, and then everything was pain free. When I was delivering my doctor told me when to push but I could not feel anything from my abdominal region down. I felt like I was pushing with my face. It was a very odd feeling.

I delivered Will on a Friday and came home that Sunday. Life is slowly getting back to "normal", but how normal can life be with an infant I am just glad that Alex and I were able to get one last camping trip in before we had Will. I was 8 months pregnant when we went. It was a little taxing to have to keep putting shoes on and unzipping the tent every half hour to go to the bathroom, but we had a great time.